Tuesday, September 17, 2013

Venus Conjunct Saturn & North Node / Full Moon in Pisces / Pluto Direct



We have a few days of heavy-duty magic as we drift toward the full moon in Pisces on September 19th. And by heavy-duty, I mean no bullshit. This story is about having the power to change your life, no lie—but it only works if you use it the right way. There is definitely a right way involved, and a wrong way.

The right way involves seeing (in an intensely focused, probing, detail-oriented way) what is unworkable or diseased in your life… and REMOVING it. Cutting it out. 

The wrong way involves wishful thinking, pining for the impossible, fantasy, escapism, self-delusion. But thankfully, the current cosmic weather makes grand illusions hard to sustain. Reality itself, seen clearly, will have more than enough magic and strangeness in it—you are not going to be needing your bullshit, or anyone else’s.

How does it play out? Well first, on September 18th, Venus in Scorpio conjuncts Saturn & the north node at 8 degrees Scorpio. The conjunction exactly sextiles Pluto at 8 degrees Capricorn and trines Neptune and Chiron in Pisces. (The moon is involved today on the 17th September—so you can try to tune in on what these themes mean for you via feeling, the day before it all really goes down.)


This is a very big deal. The theme of the skies at this time (signified by the north node) is all about karma coming due—and the reckonings involved are profound. Venus (love and money) joined with Saturn (responsibility) in Scorpio (depth and death), backed up by Pluto (transformation).

--I put a picture of a pearl here because the sky these next few days is making me think of pearls. Irritation and wounding (Chiron) transformed (Pluto) over time (Saturn) into something of great beauty and value (Venus). And it happens down in the depths of the sea, hidden from sight (Neptune). And the product of this deep-sea transformation (Pisces) becomes a symbol of purity and integrity, absolute simplicity (Virgo). The themes are all accounted for.

Regarding Saturn in Scorpio: this is all about getting back the energy you've given. Energetic return on investment. So if you've invested wisely in solid relationships or ventures and done the necessary work, you will know it. And conversely, if you've wasted your resources somewhere, it will be quite clear--you will know it's time to cut your losses.

We can't keep throwing good money after bad under Saturn in Scorpio--it's untenable; there is just not enough to spare. Resources (financial, relational, energetic) must be conserved and invested wisely. Squandering your love or your money or your limited and valuable life energy on folly and delusion—will not fly for long under these skies. Casting your pearls before swine: ditto.


However, there IS the opportunity to use your compassion and idealism in concrete, practical ways that ground and heal: that’s courtesy of Chiron and Neptune in Pisces trining the Saturn, Venus and north node conjunction. And Pluto in Capricorn gives backbone and integrity.

As I said above, it’s all about seeing clearly. Using discrimination. The sun is still in precise, detail-oriented Virgo, and Virgo’s ruler Mercury is Libra, just moving out of tense cardinal t-square formation with Uranus and Pluto. All the flaws and imbalances in your relationships have been on full display this past week, right? Maybe you’ve managed to stay out of any toxic verbal exchanges…but I’m sure you’ve felt the tension in some way. I sure have! The mental urge (Mercury) to completely torch what’s inherently flawed (Uranus square Pluto), and do it in words that can’t be taken back… To give the world a good tongue-lashing.

Well, I held back, mostly. And for me that’s been a good thing. It would only have made things worse…and in the end, Saturn (karma) will do what he does regardless. Rottenness WILL be laid bare under these skies, whether I open my big mouth about how rotten it all is or not.

But if you have something burning in you that MUST be said or done in the interests of individual human freedom (not individual self-aggrandizement—be clear on this)…well the days ahead might be the right time. Mars in Leo and Uranus in Aries are in easy trine formation, and Mercury is leaving the cardinal t-square—so the potential for explosive conflict via communication is reduced. Speaking up might even revolutionise matters.

Use discrimination, caution and compassion (in the form of ‘tough love’) and you’ll be backed up by the cosmic weather. Speak the truth if it falls to you to speak. Do it quietly and clearly and with concision—do not go overboard or fall back on emotionally manipulative tactics. The potential for doing so is built-in, via a square between Jupiter in Cancer and Mercury in Libra, so try to stay mindful. But don’t back down from what you know is true, either. And accept the fallout. Of course there will be fallout—there are situations and people you will have to walk away from, or they may need to detach from you. It may hurt. But it is imperative to accept the loss of what is no longer necessary and vital.

The day after the Venus, Saturn and north node conjunction, we have the full moon at 26 degrees Pisces. 19th September: here is the pearl of great price, fully illuminated. Nurturance, compassion, sacrifice, suffering (Pisces moon) versus method, organization, discrimination, clarity.

It is entirely possible to balance these energies via service to others: that is ultimately what the Virgo-Pisces axis is about, and the energies complement each other. Notwithstanding the brashness of Mars in Leo, this is not a time for self-assertion, unless you are doing it in the service (Virgo) of the transpersonal (Pisces).

And finally, the day after the full moon, Pluto goes direct, having been retrograde since April. There will be no avoiding deep structural changes to your life now. The gears mesh up and the big wrecking machine sputters to life. Whether it’s going to grind your world to dust or seed the ploughed-up ground for new growth, the machine has its own momentum—you really just have to suck it up and get out of the way when Pluto’s involved.

What in your life needs to die? What are you holding onto that is already dead? By now you know exactly what it is…it should be clear as day.

Whatever you are unwilling to let go of now will be ripped from you regardless—so best let go if you can. Make a sacrifice of it on the Pisces full moon. Sit down and name it, define it (Virgo)…and then let it go.   






Tuesday, September 3, 2013

New Moon in Virgo Opposite Chiron in Pisces

Plastic-filled albatross: see here

It’s very hard to know even a little about the damage we’ve inflicted on the world’s oceans without feeling overwhelmed and depressed. Among the most obvious—and difficult to address—problems are overfishing, pollution, and acidification due to rising atmospheric carbon dioxide.

With a human population projected to hit 9 billion (from a current 7 billion) by mid-century, the prospects for ‘fixing’ the damage we’ve been doing are dim. In many respects, things are already too far gone to fix.  

Life on Earth depends on the health of the oceans. They are the circulatory system of the planet. We came from the sea and the salinity of our blood mirrors the composition of seawater: the amniotic fluid we developed in.

Pisces is the sign of the sea and the last sign in the zodiac. It signifies our origins as well as our ends: the final dissolution of the ego and the personality; of all the seeming boundaries that make us separate and individual beings. Neptune, the ruler of Pisces, has been in the sign since April of 2011—so in a very nebulous way, our intuitive awareness has been focused on the seas these past few years. And Chiron, the asteroid signifying profound wounding, has been in Pisces since January of 2011, conjunct Neptune—so this awareness we have of Piscean matters is inherently painful. We all have this dim background sense that something is very wrong, whether it can be articulated or not, whether it is faced or evaded (and Neptune is famous for self-delusion and escapism).

Shortly on the heels of Chiron’s ingress into Pisces we watched the Deepwater Horizon disaster unfold in the Gulf of Mexico. Millions of barrels of oil from a blown-out wellhead gushed into the Gulf from April to July of 2011, an environmental calamity with ongoing consequences.




I remember watching the ‘spillcam’ live video footage in horror that spring and summer, hypnotized by sight of oil billowing from the broken pipes. Like blood from a wound that wouldn’t heal.

Chiron, the unhealable wound, is also supposed to teach…but I don’t know what it taught in the case of the Macondo blowout. There is a Neptune-tinged helplessness and despair in the face of such destruction: a resignation to profound loss. BP, the corporation accountable for the disaster, continues to evade real culpability. It is a Pluto in Capricorn theme.      

And now, just in time for the September 5th new moon in Virgo, comes an escalation of the ongoing (since March of last year) Fukushima crisis: another profound wounding to the health of the seas, and thus, to the overall health of the planet. Another poisoning.

But the situation at Fukushima is much scarier than the Deepwater Horizon disaster because the threat is invisible, intangible. Much easier for corporations and governments to lie about and whitewash into non-existence. How Neptune is that?

Except Saturn is in Scorpio, in mutual reception with Pluto in Capricorn—and the attempts to cover up or avoid dealing with inherently rotten situations can’t work for long these days. Again we are seeing, clear as day, the criminal failure of a corporate structure to prevent or adequately deal with the destruction it has unleashed. 

And again we are seeing environmental catastrophe on a scale that induces abject horror and helplessness. A wound that can’t be fixed, with ramifications that spread across national borders (more Neptune) to encompass the whole web of life on the planet. 




Virgo is the sign of attention to detail, health, orderliness, self-purification. The new moon in Virgo is a good time to start new health regimens or get your physical or psychic house in order.

The question posed by this new moon, which opposes Chiron in Pisces, looks to me like this: how can you adequately safeguard your physical integrity and health in the face of disasters like Fukushima, that threaten everything and everyone indiscriminately? Of what use is it to get your own personal house in order—clean and germ-free!—when the entire planet is being poisoned?

Ultimately there’s not a lot we CAN do, except live with the consciousness of wounding and profound loss these disasters entail—and this is also a consciousness of our own mortality. I mean, we can write letters to ‘responsible’ government bodies; we can avoid eating Pacific fish and seaweed (or anything grown in Japan for that matter); we can move to locations on the planet we hope are ‘safe’ and ‘clean’; we can organize and march in the streets against the expansion of nuclear power generation… and all these actions are necessary and valuable.

But ultimately they only give us the illusion of personal agency. And what’s happening is (always) much bigger than our pitifully limited personal agency. We can’t personally or collectively stop the process that’s underway at Fukushima. It is out of control, and even the attempts at mitigation have proven to be dreadful failures so far. A process has been set in motion that is out of anyone’s hands. 

And it is terrifying and painful to know this—but also healing. Because ultimately our lives are uncontrollable in exactly the same way, and this lack of control must be accepted. You can try to systematize your existence, to purify and perfect it (Virgo)…but the boundaries and routines you build and uphold are temporary and foredoomed to failure. Your attempts at self-mastery are foredoomed…the self does not endure. All boundaries dissolve eventually: you are destined to become part of everything again.

And the retaining walls and containers at Fukushima, sooner or later, will dissolve. Invisible poison will disperse through the world’s bloodstream unhindered, and everything alive will partake of it in some way, for generations and generations. It’s terrible, but it’s the reality. How do you live with this knowledge? How do you live with the knowledge that even if this situation is ‘contained’, there are currently hundreds of nuclear power plants around the world, each as potentially destructive as Fukushima Daiichi?

It’s like asking: how do you live with the knowledge that someday you will die? That despite all your best efforts to eat right and stay healthy and be a decent human being…one day you will die and this is entirely out of your hands?

I pose these questions because they’re the questions this Virgo new moon poses for me, not because I know how to answer them. Everyone has to find their own answers.

As we move toward the new moon, we also move into the current square between Mars in Leo and Saturn in Scorpio. It’s uncomfortable…it’s like, you can try to have fun and be lighthearted, but the awareness of just how bad things are, personally and collectively, will make that difficult. And as we move toward the full moon in Pisces on the 19th September, Mercury also moves into the Cardinal Grand Cross zone that Venus has just left—so our minds are likely to be preoccupied with the weighty, shocking, difficult things we’re finding out. Pay attention. Don’t try to look away from or evade what you know deep down to be true.

All the thrust of the current story lies with Saturn in Scorpio, which is moving toward conjunction with the north node and Venus, exact on the 18th September, the day before the full moon in Pisces. Attempts to skate along the surface, especially relationally, just will not work under these skies. The themes are depth and endurance. Find out who and what you trust, and stick to it! You should know pretty well who and what you can’t trust by now: don’t waste any more energy on it.